Grateful for where i’m at .Excited about where i’m going.

Life will surprise you in the most magnificent ways . I can’t tell you how free I feel . It’s been nearly 6 months of soulcare therapy , working with several mentors and really diving deep into healing and grief therapy . I’ve unpacked every single thing my heart contains. I wept more times than not , I’ve written countless pages until my hand was numb , I’ve listened to numerous videos , I’ve spoken and met with a variety of mentors that are elevating me to greater heights . Multiple meetings every week , hours upon hours of zoom calls and prayer. I’ve never felt so loved until now. 

I’ve prayed for this peace. I’ve prayed long and hard for this day . You can’t put a price on this type of feeling . I’ve waited my whole life to finally feel understood and loved . I thank God every day for his mercy. For divine connections, for a sense of normalcy and intimacy with him . To sit alone with him and my thoughts and to sit with those feelings I was feeling and not run from it . I prayed for this .

I know that anything can be taken from me at any moment and I don’t take this peace for granted . There’s so much life left to live and so many more hurdles to climb, but I haven’t thrown in the towel . I’m determined to reach further than I could imagine and remain humble while I walk with him .